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About Me Member Shadow Deviant Patrick Townsend18/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I hate no-one

Tue Apr 7, 2009, 8:46 PM
I fucking hate that i feel so shitty. But I blame no-one but myself for being in this state of mind. Just kill me, God! It would be better not to wake up tomorrow. I miss My girlfriend so much and i am being selfish. All of these shameful thought bleed into my mind from my self loathing subconscious. This too shall pass. WHEN?!!! Fuck Man... I can't stand my life right now but i willl get out of this chemical funk soon and then get into another. My own mind is fucking me over

Love,
Patty

  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Nine Inch Nails
  • Reading: nausea
  • Watching: The Paper Chase
  • Playing: well at least not with my dick like all the others
  • Eating: away at my pride
  • Drinking: blood in wishful dreams

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I am a musician From Lake Charles, Louisiana and i currently reside in Cedar City, Utah.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Utah
  • Interests: Drawing, writng music, loving my girlfriend
  • Favourite movie: The Paper Chase
  • Favourite band or musician: Trent Reznor, Joanna Newsom, Chris Adler, Johan Hegg
  • Favourite genre of music: Folk and Sludge Metal
  • Favourite artist: H.R.Giger, M.C. Escher, masiani
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Milton, Poe, King, Virgil, C. S. Lewis, Dante
  • Favourite photographer: my dad
  • Favourite style of art: Surrealism
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPOD
  • Shell of choice: no clue in hell
  • Wallpaper of choice: Trent Reznor Pixelating Away
  • Skin of choice: mine... i guess
  • Favourite game: Fallout 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: My computer
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spiderman
  • Personal Quote: I dont have to bo perfect to feel okay.
  • Tools of the Trade: My Gibson SG and my BIC pens

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Comments


:iconatomicalaska:
I miss you! hope all is well in Europe... a huge huge awaits you on your much desired return. <3

--
VIVOS VOCO MORTUOS PLANGO
until the day I die
[we are only bad dreams]
:iconatomicalaska:
Paaaaaaaaaatttttttyyyyyyyyy look at my new deviation.

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Carpe Omnia (Take Everything)
:iconfallenarchai:
its awesome :)

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"A Thought Lying In The Palm Of Your Hand,
Crush It Slowly,
Or Give It A Chance"
-Patrick Townsend
:iconatomicalaska:
Patty Cake, you are my very favourite.

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Carpe Omnia (Take Everything)
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:iconprogress-regress:
Great talent, loving your sketches.

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I may find comfort here.
I may find peace within the emptiness.
How pitiful.
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